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I´m glad to see that you have recovered.

I wonder if some day I´ll be there too.

I don´t know it´s like an horror film that never ends.

I used to think how all advance except for me, that's not true.

I dig my way.

I am not where I was

I have discovered invaluable answers, but the suffering keeps coming back.

¿Why? That stupid question, that I know that I don't have to do, keeps appearing.

Well It appears that it doesn't matter anymore.

I'll be in control again.

I know how to treat myself.

Then why it hasn´t been over.

All my attemps are useless.

Was this the test?

Living a life of complete defeat.

And If this was the lesson.

Then why this hasn't been over.

I need the end

I´m starving for it.